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Having your heart stop is an eye opener. It makes you appreciate every breath you take, aware of how fragile life is. It doesn’t get any more poignant than that. I felt so humbled to be alive, and an intense need to create. I drew “Armadillos’ Resilience” in the recovery room after having an emergency pacemaker installed. Armadillos are inherently resilient because they use their armor to roll up in to a ball and protect themselves.
I was in the hospital for five and a half weeks, during which I began this body of work. My hospital bed became my sacred space to create art, with unbridled expression, inspired by the journey of life, taking in the beauty around me that gave me hope. I savored every moment because at the end of my hospital stay, I knew I would be returning to a shelter. I was being given back my health, only to be discharged back to circumstances that placed my life in jeopardy in the first place.
I believe in a free exchange of energy. For myself, affirmations are where I find them, and my artist’s eye leads me to abstract expressions of resilience, patience, tenacity and self worth. These qualities sustain me and my homeless brothers and sisters. My raw art in this body of work—completed in my favorite media, pen and pencil—is intended to shine a light on the plight of the homeless.
Two of my favorite works are ”The Serenity of Chaos” and “Reflection, a Self-portrait.” In the first I lose myself by being absorbed in my art, mindful of none of the chaos around me; then I find myself in my art.